Exchange diary/cute coworker anon here. I misinterpreted him. He's twenty-NINE. I'm bawling my eyes out. I really did love him. I feel so embarrassed. It's my fault for letting my feelings get this intense. Why him? Why can't I like guys my own age? Someone please take away the ability to feel so intensely, I do NOT want it anymore. I'm burning the diary. I can't do this anymore.