I am deeply in love with a married man. He just had a baby with his wife. The child is not his, but he doesn%u2019t know this. I carry this heavy burden in y heart. I wish he were here for me and would take care of me. I think he will come around one day. Yes, I know, it%u2019s stupid, but he%u2019s raising a child that%u2019s not his. This is killing me.