I feel like complete idiot. I am the dumbest person on earth. No one can make me smarter, because I am too stupid and my brain does not work that way. I wish I did not have to be the stupid, ugly, annoying twin out of me and my sister. I want to die and maybe then people will actually care. I #####ing hate my life and I feel I don't matter, I have no purpose and it's too late for my to try to find out. I hate myself sorry God, I still love you and you thought about creating me