i think i'm depressed, i never want to do anything anymore, even thing things i KNOW i have to do. i wake up a milion times throughout the night and all i can think are negative things, it's affecting my job, i never get work done on time and am constantly afraid that i'm going to get fired every time i get called into my boss's office. i just want it all to stop, i want that pit in my stomach to stop growing larger everyday, i'm always feeling sick